I think I always will

You Hate me Now
I cant say I blame you
Im sure you wish
you had never fallen in love with me
I could never wish that for myself
you still make me smile
I just really like him
When you didnt answer me
I dont know
I guess I figured you didnt want me
Its not like you told me on a regular
He does everyday
I understand you aren't the feelings type
I dont blame you at all
I do Love you
I think I always will
I really hope you dont hate me
though I'd understand if you did
Maybe one day we really will get married
Maybe one day we can at least be friends
Because to totally lose your first love
is not a good feeling
I know I gave up by moving on
I know that says more about me than you
there are no excuses
just know that I really do Love you
I think I always will

Drugs

I met you on a cool august day
You said Hi I said Hi Back
We decided we would exchange numbers
we talked everyday we texted all the time
I helped you move into your room
that night i slept over
and you became my boyfriend
from then on you became my drug
I couldnt stop thinking about you
every time I saw you I had to have some of you
We have had our up and downs
our fights and carry-ons but
I love you
Ive tried to see myself with someone else
I cant
Ive tried to forget you
I cant
Ive tried to let you go and end the pain you sometimes cause
but again I cant
You are my drug you flow through my veins like blood
you move through my lungs like air
damn you are all I want
you are my drug